Well as most of you will know, Jasmine and I went with the school to France and Belgium to look at graves and memorials of the World Wars. I was really fun, appart from the food. In the mornings we had croissants, boring Cereal or bread, lunch was a sandwich with either ham or cheese, an apple, a chocolate bar which I couldn't eat and a drink. Then dinner was the worst, chicken and chips ON BOTH NIGHTS! So all weekend I've had chips, croissants, drinks and a plain breadroll. I was starving!!!! I can't eat apples or the chocolate bars (Im allergic) and the chicken was horrible, I think the second night was ginnifowl... So today Im catching up on sleep and eating up so I don't feel ill. To mnake matters worse, me leg really hurts (Look away if you are squeemish!) My bone in me knee bit is really sticking out and it hurts like hell. One of my friend thinks I've broken or twisted it. But my parents think its fina and Im over reacting! THIS IS OVER REACTING!!!!!!
*Calming down*

Sorry about that, Things have kinda been getting on top of me lately, I feel like Im loosing a few close friends to someone else and my dreams are getting weirder...
I think something bad is going to happen...Im kinda scared...And thats rare...I feel so alone, but Im surrounded by people who love and care about me...I... :'(
IM SO CONFUSED ABOUT EVERYTHING!! NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANYMORE!!!!!!!:invissable:
The only thing that cheers me up is all you guys and little Viggo (A gift from Eagleharu) I LOVE YOU VIGGO! >.<

So can someone give me a request to keep my mind off stuff please!!!!!!!
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I Fear…

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 2

[x] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[x] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 8

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 9

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood -love it - XD
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret

Final Total: 10!

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of 10 out of 72 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless. YAY!!!!!!!!!!
People who don’t have any are liars.


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-100 Picture Challenge---

Copy this to your journal to accept / challenge others. The point of the challenge is to grow as an artist and test your skills.

The rules:

1.) Make 100 pieces each one having a theme listed below. Only one theme per piece!

2.) No time limit so have fun!

3.) Pieces should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the DA etiquette policy. Your pieces can be anything from sketches and doodles to great masterpieces. Just have fun with it.


THE LIST

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light [link] - Done
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace [link] - Done
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory (In progress!)
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure [link] - Done
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession [link] Done!
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces (In Progress)
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words [link] - Done
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle (In Progress)
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
(I just can't think on anything...)

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[link] Daemons

[link] Hogfather
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Club I Co-Run:


Other Account


Clubs I would LOVE to join:


My Best Friends in real life:

(She hasn't added anything 'cause her scanner dosen't work, but she's really good at drawing chibi people!)

I am the Dark Guardian of:
Annoy or upset her and you have to answer to me!

Extreamly Funny Person, and my War rival.... ¬.¬


Friends in real life:


My Friends (Who are the best!):


Awesome Artists (Who I admire!):